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Pseudo insomniacs are healthy, and normal in all other aspects. They have just lost the confidence to sleep. Pseudo insomniacs are unable to operate the natural in-built mechanism inside their brains and so cannot switch off at night and fall asleep.

Chronic insomniacs are people who cannot shift from the waking mode to the THS. The cerebral cortex of the brain is too involved with uncontrolled thoughts and this prevents entry to the THS mode; hence the sleep centre cannot trigger sleep onset.

The THS was discussed in the previous chapter, and is the transitional state between waking and sleeping. This is an observed state in anyone falling asleep. However, this state can be artificially induced in ourselves when we are ready to fall asleep.

To enter the THS we must limit and control thought stimulation in the cerebral cortex. This is like making an imaginary surgical cut between the cerebral cortex and the sleep centre. Once we are in the THS, the level of arousal in the cerebral cortex will be minimal and the sleep centre will take over and trigger off natural sleep. This imaginary surgical cut involves the technique of thought control.

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We humans are inclined to regard ourselves as sensitive in a way that animals are not because our brain has developed above the level of that of animals. We feel that we are sensitive, that we are highly strung. This gives us the ability to appreciate the subtlety and diversity of our sensations in a way which would not otherwise be possible. We feel that this sensitivity in itself makes us more vulnerable to pain. I think that this is only partially true. Many very sensitive people, by developing a quiet philosophy and understanding, have a great capacity for the

self-management of pain; and on the other hand, many very insensitive people allow distress and fear to overtake them, and so withstand pain very badly.

My own experience with patients is that the more sensitive persons learn the technique of the self-management of pain rather better than their less sensitive fellows. One reason for this is that some degree of sensitivity helps the patient to let himself go along with me with these ideas.

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Too late for a baby

« It’s never too late. What a silly saying! It is too late for me to have a family. And now I regret it. I suppose they mean it is never too late to repent. But no sin. I just put it off”. Felt good at the time. Put it off. Now it haunts me. I shall remain unfulfilled until the day I die. I don’t talk about it. He does not know how I feel. Really think he is quite happy as it is. Strange how one does not understand the other. I can accept it. But the thought of it is there. Worrying me. Perhaps I don’t accept it. I don’t know. Punishment for having had a good time. Must you be punished for having a good time? Is a good time bad? It’s just that I put it off. »

What’s done cannot be undone. But the rumination about it can be brought to an end.

Life goes on. One stage moves to the next. She has moved into a phase of life of accepted childlessness. When in transition from one stage to another, the increased activity of our brain leaves us more vulnerable to stress.

Regrets

«It may seem silly, but I have regrets. It’s not that the regrets are silly. It’s the way they keep worrying me. Wish I had spent more time with the children when they were young. I did as much as most people, but feel I could have done more. And Aunt Mary. She had been good to me in the early days. We drifted apart. Wish I could have reconciled things with her before she died. Just silly things. I know them to be silly. But the thought of them keeps stirring my brain. There is no quiet within me, although people comment that I seem so relaxed. ÓÓ

We are human. The human state is full of shortcomings. We can strive towards perfection. But to set God-like standards for what we do is to exalt ourselves beyond our human condition. We are what we are. Improve ourselves within our limits. But let us accept what we are. We forgive others for their shortcomings. The least we can do is to consider ourselves with equal forgiveness. And just if you wish it, seek forgiveness from God.

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